favourite memoir:))

fear
fear of losin wat i've gaind
dunno how dis happened..cannot xplain..
how will it b carried along?
a long time i want it..
i think it will b really hard this time..
m blank i flash out i go void numb
thinkn is it true or sumthin else
a whole baggage  of pictures i 've in my head
ample of memoirs  life presentd..
but this onez reali dear!\but sometimes i fear...
i maynot b too dear ..
may b just a  namesake..for wat d world calls it wateva!..
i wish  c how i c
the world
the birds
the people
the"me"
the"u"
but i think too much i think
too much aint bad is it..??
if it is..
then make me dear
remov my fear..
b my favourite memoir:)